Shahidadriana.wordpress.com is going on hiatus!
See you at the other side of the rainbow, where the grass is greener and we all poop butterflies.
You’ll find my other blog if you’re smart enough. Though another alternative is to ask me for the damned URL yourself, I may or may not give it to you. Depends on how nice you’ve been to me lately. 
If you know, sshhh. If you don’t, even better.
I’ll be back, I promise. But in the meantime…
xoxo
Ignorance really, really is bliss. It’s possible to go through your entire life blissfully unaware of what’s going around you on a personal level and be completely happy. Granted, this isn’t always the case. I’d rather not be ignorant about things like global warming and animal testing. Big pictures, they should be taken seriously. But I’ve found out that petty stuff like friendships or people being rude to you is something that you can just ignore and be a little more happier.
But surely it’s possible to cross the line somewhere.
Dustin Kessler is a 17-year old German boy suffering from cardiac insufficiency, a rare heart disease. His heart pumps blood at a rate inadequate to fill tissue metabolic requirements. Two years ago, Dustin had his first heart attack, and subsequently, the attacks became more frequent, and his condition became worst. Thankfully, earlier this year, the doctors managed to find a suitable heart donor and through a 60-hour surgery, they successfully engrafted the heart of a 23-year old in Dustin.
The surgery cured Dustin from cardiac insufficiency, but his new heart was too weak for his body. It pumps only 10 times per minute, a rate so slow the blood in his veins started to dry up. This would cause the arteries and blood vessels in his body to clog up, making it more difficult for the heart to pump blood to the rest of the body.
Through countless surgeries, a 2-week coma, a pacemaker and medical pumps, Dustin’s life expectancy is down to 1-2 weeks now. He’s feeling the strain, and he’s giving up hope.
Please help, and pray for a holiday miracle to happen. @reply (@Dusel) him on Twitter, and add the hashtag #prayfordustin in all your Tweets. You can also follow his blog here.
If I were ignorant about Dustin, I definitely won’t be too cooped up worrying about his condition. But if I wasn’t, I don’t think I’d be more… mature?
I dunno, this opened up new doors for me. How could people be so happy about mediocre things such as shopping sprees and manicures while the other half of the world is dying?!?!
Life sucks.
On the bright side, Jason, Jonathan, Shu Qi and Keith have all arrived safely in their respective destinations. I’ve talked to Jason, Jon and Keith, and they all seem to be okay and more or less contented. Thank God.
I really really really miss my friends. Ivan made me smile today, I’m going to message him tomorrow to thank him. The stupid boy is offline already, he has school tomorrow morning (hahaha). GUYS WHERE ARE YOU? SAVE ME FROM THIS LONELINESS! LET’S GO OUTTTTTTTT!
Roar why so many people going overseas!! So far I know,
Jing Yi Shan Xuan: Australia
Jason: India
Jonathan: Korea
Joel: England (!!!!!!!!!)(Serious ke pe, budak ni?)
Amirah Farhana : New Zealand
Ivan Syafiqah Aida Imen Farhana Amirah: Malaysia
Keith Shuqi: China
Sure got others la but they not that close to me so I don’t know where they heading off to.. Plus mummy and papa are going to fullfill their religious duties from 16 Nov – 22 Dec. THIRTY-SEVEN DAYS.
J.e.a.l.o.u.s. But still, have a safe trip everyone take care of yourselves!
Saw this on one of Bailey’s picture in her latest collection.
9x – 7i > 3(3x- 7u)
9x – 7i > 9x – 21u
-7i > -21u
i < 3u
But now is soooooooo not the time. Reason over emotion, reason over emotion, reason over emotion.
But to be more humane? To let the heart think and the mind to feel, rather than let the mind think and the heart to feel.
Hai hai hai hai hai friends.
A lot of people should know with who and why by now, I am super pissed off with someone. Hypocritical, back-stabbing bitch.
Anyway CCA sessions are crazy shit but rocks to be me I have valid reasons to not attend.
Oh well. Time for NaNo, I’m 2.5 days behind ohmygosh I need 3.8K words to meet the limit today.
Scary.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN GUYS OMG. HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANK IERO!!!!!!!
Alphainventions is giving me some awsome traffic. Thanks again guys!
Dinner w Alison and Syafiqah yesterday night was awesome ttm. We should have more “class outing turn dinner” thingies.
Jason is in Mcs now, its so unfair. I want a burger and iced tea soooo soooo much.
I have nothing else to say. I miss my friends, i guess. Ivan samuel casandra. 
And a bit of jasper, haha.
